HERE WITHOUT YOU
Even though how much you grow old, sometimes you are not mature enough to actually like someone. Goes to show…. I am a sad example of this. I get blinded easily by superficial beauty. Superficial! I am rather stupid in the first sense… and immature in the second sense. It’s not as if… I can get everything… or anything I desire. So why act stupid enough… Like what my friends said… why torture yourself in getting through the passages of love or like someone… why go on the road towards this person? Why risk getting unnoticed or rejection in the end. It’s because we care enough to say it to this person. It is often a big surprise… yet… it just goes back to you… that it all matters… on what you said… it just matters when the favor is returned… and he risks all his pride and self to say, they like or love you back. Somehow experience has taught me… and what the hell… it just changed me… maybe I wanted everything to go so fast… I have failed to realize that I actually, just like this person for the superficial idea or reasons… why? can anyone say upfront that they are sure enough to take the risk and love this person… whether sweeping this person of his feet… or falling head over heels… Rather… It’s been better… to get to know this person more and more… It’s rather silly if you say that "this person is different." How are you so sure… if you haven’t actually got to know him. I for one is guilty for this… rushing things… eager to grow up… eager to have a relationship… but… in the end… LOGIC OVER EMOTIONS…. It’s just plain stupid… to be ACCIDENTALLY IN LOVE. If you don’t even know him… It’s rather stupid if you say… I’ll love him… is it a final statement on your part? for the person you like? Goes to show… how much you grow up? You can be sometimes immature to love/like. I am one of them. I fall in the trenches of liking someone almost instantly… As if… I just like him… why? I could answer it in the most cheesiest thing i could think of… That’s "we are meant for each other… we are destined soul mates" Get real… nobody is destined for someone. We make our own destinies. It just that we make things happen and make ourselves believe that it’s a sign for us. Yet… we just lead ourselves to misleading concerns. That… we get an urge to like someone… just because you say. "It’s different with this person… I’ll never get over him.. I’ll never met anyone so perfect for me…" Think about what your thinking… and take a look at what the future may hold… Is it a happy ending? Or a till the next time… better luck in the next guy you see situation. It’s when you love someone and this person loves you back… when magic happen… the thing called SPARK!!! somebody please open my ears… I am rather deaf… hay!!!!
